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goodbye my little angel (a poem to Bella 1-24-06) |
adrift Member
Joined: Jan 04, 2006 Posts: 6 | Posted: 2006-01-04 12:51 am  Permalink
yesterday i lost my baby girl, Izabella, how and why I do not know, all I know is that she is gone from me, from my life and the world. holding her body, so small and lifeless, helpless to undo it, to make it not be. she was only 2. i spoiled her so much, she was my baby, that is what daddy's are supposed to do right. it is nearly 3am here in WI. I cannot sleep for missing her. how can something so little be so huge in your life and when gone cause so much emptiness.
goodby my angel, your daddy misses you, and loves you
Kelly C. Retzlaff
Hanford and Humu I hope you can find it in your hearts to leave this message up. thank you.
[ This Message was edited by: adrift 2006-01-24 05:52 ]
 
 
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Humuhumu Grand Member (5 years)
Joined: Aug 22, 2002 Posts: 3536 From: San Francisco
| Posted: 2006-01-04 01:41 am  Permalink
Kelly, I'm very sorry to hear about your loss.
 
 
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cheekytiki Tiki Socialite
Joined: Mar 09, 2004 Posts: 1088 From: The Haole Hut, London, UK
| Posted: 2006-01-04 03:10 am  Permalink
Kelly, I'm so sorry to hear that too
 
 
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hewey Tiki Socialite
Joined: Sep 14, 2004 Posts: 4270 From: Sydney, Australia
| Posted: 2006-01-04 03:42 am  Permalink
Man, I feel really sorry for you. I cant even imagine what that'd be like.
 
 
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Johnny Dollar Tiki Socialite
Joined: Oct 01, 2003 Posts: 2916 From: Baltimore, Maryland, PNG
| Posted: 2006-01-04 05:22 am  Permalink
deepest sympathies, man, we will keep her in our thoughts and prayers.
[ This Message was edited by: Johnny Dollar 2006-01-04 05:22 ]
 
 
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Matt Reese Tiki Socialite
Joined: May 09, 2005 Posts: 1114 From: San Diego
| Posted: 2006-01-04 06:56 am  Permalink
I am so sorry for your loss. As a father of two I can only hope that you can find some type of peace through such a terrible experience. All my sympathy.
 
 
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boutiki Tiki Socialite
Joined: Jun 03, 2002 Posts: 485 From: The fly-over states
| Posted: 2006-01-04 08:13 am  Permalink
We are so sorry, that is just an immeasurable loss. Our hearts go out to you and your family. Duke, Logan and I remember with great pleasure meeting little Bella at the International Tiki Day get-together in 2004. She was just an absolute dear-heart. Our thoughts will be with you as you struggle through this most difficult time. Please try to stay strong, you have other wonderful little ones who need you very much right now.
-Amy
 
 
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dogbytes Grand Member (8 years)
Joined: Mar 24, 2002 Posts: 2240 From: seattle, wa
| Posted: 2006-01-04 08:17 am  Permalink
Toa ~Please accept my sympathy for the terrible loss of your daughter. You & your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
elicia
 
 
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BambooLodge Tiki Socialite
Joined: Feb 09, 2003 Posts: 509 From: Just up the road from Chef Shangri-La
| Posted: 2006-01-04 08:57 am  Permalink
Kelly,Angie & Family,
You have our deepest sympathy on your loss, and are all in our thoughts & prayers. Please try to be strong. Hang On, Hang On
Dave & Coalbe
[ This Message was edited by: BambooLodge 2006-01-06 16:32 ]
 
 
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MachTiki Tiki Socialite
Joined: Feb 16, 2004 Posts: 1363 From: San Diego, CA
| Posted: 2006-01-04 09:41 am  Permalink
Kelly,
I'm very sorry to hear about this. Warmest wishes to your family.
[ This Message was edited by: MachTiki 2006-01-04 16:34 ]
 
 
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rodeotiki Tiki Socialite
Joined: Jan 21, 2004 Posts: 1513 From: calgary
| Posted: 2006-01-04 10:02 am  Permalink
To my brother from another mother....
I am so deeply heartbroken at your loss. I know what a devoted father you are. Please pm or email me if there is anything I can do.
Collin.
 
 
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I dream of tiki Tiki Socialite
Joined: Jan 12, 2004 Posts: 494 From: Pittsburgh, PA
| Posted: 2006-01-04 10:24 am  Permalink
Kelly, I'm speechless. I feel inappropriate to ask how this happened to your youngest angel. I'm so sorry.
My thoughts are with you and your ohana. Best wishes for you in this time of mourning
[ This Message was edited by: I dream of tiki 2006-01-04 10:26 ]
 
 
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amiotiki Tiki Socialite
Joined: Aug 30, 2005 Posts: 125 From: Wilson, North Carolina
| Posted: 2006-01-04 10:49 am  Permalink
Kelly, I'm so sorry for your loss. As a mom, losing my child is my greatest fear, and I can't even imagine the pain you and your family are experiencing.
My prayers are for you and your little Izabella to have peace.
Amiotiki
 
 
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KuKuAhu Tiki Socialite
Joined: Dec 23, 2002 Posts: 567 From: Kahiki, Ohio
| Posted: 2006-01-04 11:00 am  Permalink
Kelly,
All of your Fellow Moai are available should you need anything at all. Just let us know.
Stay strong.
Ahu
 
 
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virani Tiki Socialite
Joined: Sep 17, 2003 Posts: 1434 From: Volcanic area of France
| Posted: 2006-01-04 11:36 am  Permalink
very sorry to hear that Kelly...be strong
 
 
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